Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Mixed moments

Life has always, what i beleive, the situations with mixed feelings...i was too young to feel during my school days, but i felt it when my aunt got married....before marriage she was in our native village and whenever we visited our village for Summer holidays, it was she who took us around. but her marriage changed that and i guess that was the first time i felt the mixed feelings...we enjoyed the marriage, but sad that she would not longer stay in our village...

2nd time was my first US visit in March-24, 2007. I was feeling overjoyed because i was moving to US for Work but i was also sad that i had to leave my parents and friends back in INDIA.

3rd time was my marriage. I felt i was loosing my freedom permanents( yes, the same applies to my her too) but i was enjoyed the celebrations.

But the latest one was felt yesterday. I had gone to Bangalore International Aiport-Devanahalli, bangalore to wish bon-voyage to my best Friend SK. She had a dream and she was going to UK to fulfill it. I was happy for that, but i was also sad that she is not
- nearby to talk to
-to disturb me
- to discuss both personal and professional issues
- to discuss on matters which were of more important to us
- to understand life from different perspectives ( may be, i should complement here, that i never knew what it would be lead a life with the challenges that you are born with and also to fight it out and get what you need. SK you are truly a Inspiration to me)

I wish SK, that i will also acheive my dream this year....And i wish you to be healthy and hale and acheive you always wanted to...

We shall wait till next year to hear that with all our ears and hearts open.